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Post by Sméagol on Aug 30, 2020 16:33:12 GMT
So after more than 20 months at home, losing my job, a relationship in pieces, losing my best friend when he was only 38 and shortly before becoming a father for the first time, my mom fighting cancer, myself almost dying from a lung embolia, 2 months in a psychiatric clinic, 2 years of therapy and countless more tragedies during those past 2 years. I have started a job on Thursday. Worked for the first time again Thursday and Friday as a barkeeper in a cocktailbar. Last time I worked in service was 15 years ago and I have no experience with cocktails. But the boss trusted me and just let me know that he was very pleased with me and that he wants to keep me and help me out to get my life back on track. A while ago I told you guys that I was watching the Bayern-barca game with some crazy bayern fans. Well funnily enough, it's that bar. They show all the bayern games as the boss is a die hard Bayern fan. When no football is on, it's a cool 20s style cocktail bar and I have to learn over 150 cocktails. On top of that I have finally started a new music project after more than 5 years away from it and we finished the first material. My brain is still very fragile and depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts can return at any time. But I am making progress for the first time in ages. The job in the bar is not what I want to do as I'm still planning for my education and further study (fuck my age, never too old to learn something new). But it means a lot to me as it helps me to get activated again and just that knowledge of feeling useful in life at something really pushes me further forward. Just wanted to share the first positive news in years with you guys. That's bloody brilliant mate! Keep it up and you know you've got people on here that you can talk to anytime.
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Post by Ole's Red Whiteknight03 Army on Aug 30, 2020 16:36:56 GMT
So after more than 20 months at home, losing my job, a relationship in pieces, losing my best friend when he was only 38 and shortly before becoming a father for the first time, my mom fighting cancer, myself almost dying from a lung embolia, 2 months in a psychiatric clinic, 2 years of therapy and countless more tragedies during those past 2 years. I have started a job on Thursday. Worked for the first time again Thursday and Friday as a barkeeper in a cocktailbar. Last time I worked in service was 15 years ago and I have no experience with cocktails. But the boss trusted me and just let me know that he was very pleased with me and that he wants to keep me and help me out to get my life back on track. A while ago I told you guys that I was watching the Bayern-barca game with some crazy bayern fans. Well funnily enough, it's that bar. They show all the bayern games as the boss is a die hard Bayern fan. When no football is on, it's a cool 20s style cocktail bar and I have to learn over 150 cocktails. On top of that I have finally started a new music project after more than 5 years away from it and we finished the first material. My brain is still very fragile and depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts can return at any time. But I am making progress for the first time in ages. The job in the bar is not what I want to do as I'm still planning for my education and further study (fuck my age, never too old to learn something new). But it means a lot to me as it helps me to get activated again and just that knowledge of feeling useful in life at something really pushes me further forward. Just wanted to share the first positive news in years with you guys. Proud of you, chum!! So awesome to hear
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Post by king nothing on Aug 30, 2020 16:53:02 GMT
Fucking great stuff Raz. Some of the most fun times in my life were working behind the bar. And you will be surprised how much you can learn about life and people doing that job! Pleased for you dude. Its great you are getting back to music too. I'm just waiting for my new house and I will start playing guitar again. Gonna wreck my fingers 🤪 😃
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Post by Diablo Rouge on Aug 30, 2020 18:59:46 GMT
Well in Raz, that's some resolve you have. Best of luck 👌
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Post by Carbon on Sept 1, 2020 8:08:02 GMT
So after more than 20 months at home, losing my job, a relationship in pieces, losing my best friend when he was only 38 and shortly before becoming a father for the first time, my mom fighting cancer, myself almost dying from a lung embolia, 2 months in a psychiatric clinic, 2 years of therapy and countless more tragedies during those past 2 years. I have started a job on Thursday. Worked for the first time again Thursday and Friday as a barkeeper in a cocktailbar. Last time I worked in service was 15 years ago and I have no experience with cocktails. But the boss trusted me and just let me know that he was very pleased with me and that he wants to keep me and help me out to get my life back on track. A while ago I told you guys that I was watching the Bayern-barca game with some crazy bayern fans. Well funnily enough, it's that bar. They show all the bayern games as the boss is a die hard Bayern fan. When no football is on, it's a cool 20s style cocktail bar and I have to learn over 150 cocktails. On top of that I have finally started a new music project after more than 5 years away from it and we finished the first material. My brain is still very fragile and depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts can return at any time. But I am making progress for the first time in ages. The job in the bar is not what I want to do as I'm still planning for my education and further study (fuck my age, never too old to learn something new). But it means a lot to me as it helps me to get activated again and just that knowledge of feeling useful in life at something really pushes me further forward. Just wanted to share the first positive news in years with you guys.
Fair play mate.
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Post by Reduntildeath on Sept 1, 2020 20:17:39 GMT
So after more than 20 months at home, losing my job, a relationship in pieces, losing my best friend when he was only 38 and shortly before becoming a father for the first time, my mom fighting cancer, myself almost dying from a lung embolia, 2 months in a psychiatric clinic, 2 years of therapy and countless more tragedies during those past 2 years. I have started a job on Thursday. Worked for the first time again Thursday and Friday as a barkeeper in a cocktailbar. Last time I worked in service was 15 years ago and I have no experience with cocktails. But the boss trusted me and just let me know that he was very pleased with me and that he wants to keep me and help me out to get my life back on track. A while ago I told you guys that I was watching the Bayern-barca game with some crazy bayern fans. Well funnily enough, it's that bar. They show all the bayern games as the boss is a die hard Bayern fan. When no football is on, it's a cool 20s style cocktail bar and I have to learn over 150 cocktails. On top of that I have finally started a new music project after more than 5 years away from it and we finished the first material. My brain is still very fragile and depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts can return at any time. But I am making progress for the first time in ages. The job in the bar is not what I want to do as I'm still planning for my education and further study (fuck my age, never too old to learn something new). But it means a lot to me as it helps me to get activated again and just that knowledge of feeling useful in life at something really pushes me further forward. Just wanted to share the first positive news in years with you guys. That's bloody brilliant mate! Keep it up and you know you've got people on here that you can talk to anytime. Seriously Raz, I knew that things had been bad for you for a while, but not that bad! Really happy for you that you’ve got back on your personal train, and have set some goals going forward, although be prepared to roll back a little if they don’t all come off as you’ve planned, the very fact that you’ve made them in the first place is a great start. You know where we are man!
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Post by RAZ on Sept 7, 2020 14:17:29 GMT
Thank you guys so much for the kind words
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Post by Carbon on Sept 8, 2020 9:22:18 GMT
So a couple doing a gender reveal in california have managed to start off a gigantic wildfire when the reveal went wrong....
1) How stupid are the parents? 2) Gender reveal parties are one of the tackiest things known to man, good grief.
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Post by Karma on Sept 8, 2020 11:06:38 GMT
So a couple doing a gender reveal in california have managed to start off a gigantic wildfire when the reveal went wrong.... 1) How stupid are the parents? 2) Gender reveal parties are one of the tackiest things known to man, good grief. God yelp the kid with dum dum parents like that.
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Post by Carbon on Sept 12, 2020 10:12:53 GMT
Got my new car yesterday - love it
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Post by king nothing on Sept 12, 2020 11:33:13 GMT
Got my new car yesterday - love it Dick tease! Picture?
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Post by Carbon on Sept 12, 2020 18:44:27 GMT
Got my new car yesterday - love it Dick tease! Picture?
looks like this
I have not seen a single picture that does that car justice
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Post by king nothing on Sept 13, 2020 12:37:39 GMT
looks like this I have not seen a single picture that does that car justice
Sweet! Have you adhered to all national speed limits?!😄
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Post by Carbon on Sept 13, 2020 16:14:17 GMT
looks like this I have not seen a single picture that does that car justice
Sweet! Have you adhered to all national speed limits?!😄
300 mile breaks run in 500 mile tire run in 1200 mile engine run in
got to do those before I beat my previous land speed record which for legal reasons is 70 miles per.
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Post by king nothing on Sept 13, 2020 19:33:40 GMT
Sweet! Have you adhered to all national speed limits?!😄 300 mile breaks run in 500 mile tire run in 1200 mile engine run in got to do those before I beat my previous land speed record which for legal reasons is 70 miles per.
😄😄 I sometimes forget we are on the Internet! Enjoy it dude! I get my new house on the 25th, for stalking reasons, I won't be posting pictures...
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